Beautifully Chaotic A Stripper's Diary [ E-book]

A true story written in the voice of 23-year-old Alexandra, standing at the edge of a life-altering decision: whether or not to audition at her local strip club. What follows is a raw and unfiltered account of her experience inside the often-hidden industry of Strip Clubs.

In a world where connection is at a scarcity and sexuality is repressed, Alexandra fights to understand why she feels she is coming alive in the darkest of places. She has had enough of her people pleasing ways which have only led her to being taken advantage of. Determined to reclaim her power she takes this journey completely in secret, as many sex workers do—for fear of being judged by society.

She considers herself timid, even boring, yet finds that her light shines brighter in this mysterious world where authenticity proves to be the rarest currency of all. She watches curiously within the club walls, as the dynamics she thought she understood of men, women, and desire are nothing as they seemed.

Stepping fully into performance and temptation, her morals are being tested, her boundaries confronted, and her identity reshaping. The weight of her decisions grows heavier by the day, her relationships hang by a thread, all while her mother is battling cancer. To survive, Alexandra must find a balance in this double life. Yet the farther she steps beyond society’s grasp, the harder it becomes to return to its mold.

This is the electronic book in the form of a Epub file that can be opened in books on Apple or Android. 

404 pages